Friday, September 30, 2005
maris stella
first public speaking session in a long time, think i screw up a bit
hmm i am going to play street soccer tml with my new mizuno street soccer shoe
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9:11 pm
Thursday, September 29, 2005
school is boring
glad i get to pon school tml to go back to maris stella
=)
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5:33 pm
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
the going gets tough
if i realize wats wrong with my life
it will be i have never got it tough
no one expects me to do better than i already have
no one told me that life was a competition with yourself
well i finally felt the weight of that expectation on me
after i missed out on F maths and chemistry already
people are telling me about the ability to do better
and the expectation to do better
it was the first time it happen
and i will not fail again
when the going gets tough
the tough gets going
i have never got it tough
i have never wanted it
now the pressure is building
and i want it
succeful people were not born lucky to have it all
it is because they want it more than anybody else
i want it
how much i want it? it shall show in in a few months time
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10:02 pm
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
argh
everyone finished their prelims today except me
stupid f maths
argh
ok first poetry entry
if i were the rain that binds the heavens and earth
which were never suppose to mingle
could i bind the hearts of two different hearts
from bleach
Willy Wonka: everything in this room is eatable. yes, i am eatable but that, children is called cannibelism and is frowned upon in most societies
from charlie and the chocolate factory
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9:04 pm
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
the closest i got, sigh
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12:13 am
Monday, September 19, 2005
day break
yeah, after today i get one day off
this is rare for my exam time table
well great choice not to take econs
y did i take F maths
stupid idiot
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9:38 pm
Friday, September 16, 2005
wow
a week is gone and so is half the prelims
great day to celebrate this day as the chem paper 2 ended at 9 30 this morning
stayed out til 6 at night
wah all this during exam period
i took my break
time to hit the books again
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8:13 pm
Thursday, September 15, 2005
life and chance
ok i am not reflecting on the recent GP exam but i just needed to say this
sometimes in life there is only one chance for something
if u missed it
u missed it
no question asked
no regrets
it just slipped pass
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
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9:47 pm
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
it has begun
it has begun
they are here
the all-important exam that will decide whether i get the call up
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wake me up when september ends
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8:35 pm
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
day after day night after night
wasting time everyday playing minesweeper and i cant even win. i think i will go back to dota, at least i win.
well today is not so bad, i bath twice in a day, and i held my tennis racket and tried to play tennis, hah, i lost both pratise ball in the process. then i shot hoops and i am getter better.
well i thought of the love actually scene while studying. dunno why
the scene:
the french maid: you don't have to send me home, sir
the man: no, i must. it is the happiest moment in my day to spend time with you
the french maid: it is the saddest moment of my day, leaving you
the story is about the maid that went to clean the man's house everyday, well, the touching part is the woman spoke in french and the man spoke in english. they din understand each other but their hearts seem to understand. well abit fake for me, and for those who want to noe the ending, go get a DVD or borrow from khai.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone!
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10:42 pm
Monday, September 05, 2005
hell week
wat study break......yeah i study but wat break
wake me up when september ends
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9:20 pm
